Watching my friends "grow up" and find someone special and start their own families has really been hard for me, but I've learned to adjust... I thought I was fine. Until last Sunday, when I finally figured out why I keep "looking" for a guy of my own: I want someone. I want someone that texts me first thing in the morning. I want someone that will text me right before I go to bed. I want someone to call me and ask how my day is going. I want someone to take me out for ice cream. I want someone to take me on a picnic. I want someone to watch movies with. I want someone to want to spend time with me.
This is really hard for me to admit, but I'm giving serious thought to online dating. I'm only 22, but I don't do anything where I meet new people. I'm stuck in the same circles of friends and I need to branch out some, but I don't know how. I'm ready to meet someone.
