So... Tomorrow (well actually today if you look at the clock) I'm going on a date. A first date. A (mostly) blind date. This guy and I started talking almost a month ago and we're finally meeting for the first time tomorrow. I'm nervous, anxious, scared, excited, and happy all rolled into one. From what I can tell about this guy, he's wonderful. But the negative/skeptical side of me is also on its toes because I really don't know much about him. We haven't been friends for years, and he's not the friend of a friend, this guy is a total stranger. And that scares me. I know things could go amazingly well and I will want to keep getting to know this guy, but I'm also afraid that *will* happen. Am I ready for this? I've always complained that I've never had a boyfriend. I think I'm finally ready for it to be my turn.
God, I'm giving you tomorrow. I know this might be it, or I could be getting in the way. You have a perfect plan for me and I want to step aside and let that happen. If tomorrow is supposed to be the start of something, I pray that you will give me the ability to relax and be myself. If I'm blocking your will, give me the strength to get through tomorrow gracefully and with the right attitude.
As You wish.
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