Alone.

I'm sitting in a coffee shop. All alone. I am the only person here that's by myself. There are a few groups of girls that are just hanging out, several couples on dates, a huge group of college age guys/girls towards the back, and me. Sitting on one of the comfy chairs. Alone. Just loving how fair this is. I don't get this! Where do I need to be?! As I type this, I am almost in tears. I feel so alone. So rejected. Where is he God?! Where is the man you have for me? I can't be alone like this! I don't feel like I belong anywhere. My family loves me, but I feel like no one else does. I don't feel like anyone else cares about me. 

Alone.

I feel joy, I feel pain,

but I have never felt more alone than now.

My heart is screaming to be heard, 

but no one cares.

When will someone love me enough to see the real me?

When will I matter?